Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Year Count Down

Nearly time "to call it a day" on 2009 and the passing decade!

As I see in my mind's eye the sands of time quickly passing, I am struck once more by the power of Almighty God! The trees strong and tall in the courtyard. The wind stilled as the sun has come out to shine brightly, and only a whisper of a breeze foretells another cold front will be upon us by Saturday morning. As I remember how my man and I have been checking the weather report these past several days a laugh threatens to pierce the silence here in my study.

We humans are so funny, aren't we? We depend on so many things. We consult the weather report (not just one..the TV and the newspaper); the financial projections published by "those who know"; our counselors and/or life coachs; our past experiences; what our friends think, and the list goes on! As I read over the previous I have to admit that I'm among these "funny humans".

I also have to state that consulting "these who have information I do not" is not wrong. That is, unless I leave God out of the equation. Unfortunately many times I put consulting the Lord, not on the top of my list but in the middle and sometimes on the bottom!

I want this year and this new decade to be different!

I'm not going to move away to a monastery and separate myself from people, media and the world that the Lord has placed me in, which would make it so much easier to stay on track. No, I'm staying put. I want to be (as one of my friends is fond of saying) "superglued" to Jesus! I want His Word on everything, before I do it, not after. I want to love my family, my friends, those I serve, and my enemies with Christ's love. ALL THE TIME! When it's convenient and especially when it's not.
I want to forgive, ALL THE TIME! When I feel like it but especially when I don't!

I want to live out, in my ordinary, daily life, Paul's instruction to the church at Corinth. The CEV translation speaks directly to my heart and life -

I may speak in different languages of people or even angels. But if I do not have love, I am only a noisy bell or a crashing cymbal. I may have the gift of prophecy. I may understand all the secret things of God and have all knowledge, and I may have faith so great I can move mountains. But even with all these things, if I do not have love, then I am nothing. I may give away everything I have, and I may even give my body as an offering to be burned. But I gain nothing if I do not have love.
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, and it is not proud.
Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not get upset with others. Love does not count up wrongs that have been done. Love is not happy with evil but is happy with the truth. Love patiently accepts all things. It always trusts, always hopes, and always remains strong. Love never ends. 1 Cor 13:1-8a


How do I, how do you do this? For the answers I turn to God's word.......

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.
Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Hebrews 12:1-2


As we ready ourselves dear friends to close the door on 2009 and step into the next may we join hearts and hands to look to Jesus FIRST in all that we do.

Let's "Just Do It"!

It's my prayer,
Judy

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Time

Hello friends.

On this last Sunday of 2009 what will you treasure most about this past year?

Time is at the top of my list this year. God has given me time.

Time with my Lord Jesus.

Time studying His Word.

Time with my family.

Time with my friends.

Time to learn and time to teach.

Time to forgive and to be forgiven.

Time to dream.

Time to grow.

How will you use God's gift of time in your life in the new year?

Til next time,

Judy

Monday, December 21, 2009

The Fourth Week of Advent

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

Pumpkin bread baked and delivered. Thank you Lord. Thank you for giving me a heart filled with love for you and love for the precious ones you have placed in my life! Thank you that as I look around me and within me I see a different attitude of heart this year.
It's because of You, Lord!

The decorations...the tree Kay made for me several years ago twinkling in the corner...the Dreamsicle Santa & sleigh ...the nativities in special spots around the living room..all have meant so much to me and this year mean so much more.
It's because of You, Lord!

Time spent with special friends means more this year than ever before. The sound of their voices and the expressions on their faces are engraved on my heart.
It's because of You, Lord!

As I think about the celebration of your birthday in just a few days....and ALL you have given me...what can I give you ???

I give you my heart, again, for one more year!

J

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

The Star of the Tree

It's December 15 and my resolve to write at least once a week seems so difficult to keep for some reason. It's nearly 2 weeks since my last post and the days are flying by as we anticipate another Christmas morning.

The city is decorated with seasonal finery! Lights are illuminating roof tops and sidewalks, along with twinkling trees in homes along the neighborhood streets. Our city is a prettier and kinder place. Traditionally we reach out to others...whether it be to invite to special events or shared meals. We're much more apt to give to others whether it be toys, money or food for those who are facing difficult times, because it's Christmas. We think more often of "Peace on Earth...Good will toward men"!

It's a time to bring out special baked goodies, homemade candies,and the wassail bowl ... for it is a time to "be merry".

Even those who do not celebrate Jesus are more apt to reach out to a neighbor or a stranger in need during the months of November and December.

This question keeps coming to mind - what about January through October? Do I keep the joy alive in my heart, in my home, in my community the other 10 months of the year? My joy is directly related to the birth of Jesus, my Savior, God's son. That being said, Jesus is here 24/7, 365 days of the year and I hear Him direct me in His word:

(John 13:34-35) "A new command" I give you: Love one another." As I have loved you so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another."

As I read these verses I see that Jesus doesn't call us to love others only during special times of the year. He has also given us a promise within these verses - when we love one another with His love, others will see HIM!

May this Christmas be the beginning of a revolution in our hearts: taking Christ's love to others every day not just on Christmas! For Jesus, is the "star" of the tree.

In His love,
Judy

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

When He calls

I stand amazed at the power of Christ’s love and how He is the only lasting satisfier of our hungry hearts. He is the heart changer and the soul healer. It was in His life, death, resurrection and ascension into heaven that He demonstrated His great love for us. In turn we are exhorted to love one another as He loves us.

In Matthew 4:19 while walking by the sea of Galilee Jesus saw two brothers fishing..we hear him call out to them… “Come, follow me.” As they chose to “drop their nets” so have I.

The following words of the hymn,“Jesus Calls Us”,written by Cecil Alexander,
express my commitment to the ministry of The Sanctuary: A Place of Hope for Women.

“Jesus calls us; o’er the tumult of our Life’s wild restless sea,
Day by day His sweet voice soundeth, saying “Christian, follow me.”
Jesus calls us from the worship of the vain world’s golden store,
From each idol that would keep us, saying “Christian, love me more.”
In our joys and in our sorrows, days of toil and hours of ease, Still
He calls in cares and pleasures, “Christian, love me more than these.”
Jesus calls us: by thy mercies, Savior may we hear Thy call, Give
Our hearts to thine obedience, Serve and love Thee best of all.”

As this year is drawing to a close,it is my prayer for you and me that with every new day we will love Christ more and be willing to “drop” whatever He may find us holding on to when He calls us to a deeper commitment and follow Him.

Keeping His word hidden in my heart!
Thanking Jesus,
Judy

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Power Displayed

It's the weekend before Thanksgiving and my heart is filled up with the sights and sounds of the week gone by and my eyes lift upward toward my King!

As I select the words to describe God's power displayed in the last 54 hours my hands reach for my bible and the description I'm searching for jumps off the page -

"I look up to the mountains; does my strength come from mountains?
No, my strength comes from GOD, who made heaven, and earth, and mountains.
He won't let you stumble, your Guardian God won't fall asleep.
Not on your life! Israel's Guardian will never doze or sleep!
GOD's your Guardian, right at your side to protect you -
Shielding you from sunstroke, sheltering you from moonstroke.
GOD guards you from every evil, He guards your very life. He guards you when you leave and when you return, He guards you now and He guards you always."
(Psalm 121 from Eugene Peterson's paraphrase "The Message")

This past Tuesday night during our Naomi's Daughters program we witnessed God's presence in our midst as the psalmist describes above. The enemy of our souls arrived in our midst uninvited. His intent was for evil; to bring divison and confusion. God's intent was for good; that His power and authority would be displayed without question, in order that unbelief would be turned to belief!

Dear friends, reviewing these recent events gives greater meaning to
Psalm 105:1 - "O give thanks to the LORD, call upon His name; make known His deeds among the peoples."

May we never forget - it's my prayer
Judy

Friday, November 13, 2009

A Word and The Word

This morning as I refresh and review for the final week of our staff study:
"Sweeter Than Chocolate" written by Pam Gillaspie, I'm struck with the revelation of God's providential hand at using Psalm 119 as a pivot point to revive my heart and stregthen my condfidence in His Word.

We've been taking a "lingering" study of this powerful book in the bible. And it has been delicious to taste and see the glorious riches He has planted for us as we walk on with our Mighty God!

As I begin the final lesson of our study the Lord blessed me with verse 119:50 as I opened Daily Light - "Your Word has given me life!"

That verse tells my story in a "nutshell".

Where in God's Word are you today? May you treasure His precepts above every other thing in your life.
It's my prayer,
Judy

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Tasting and Seeing

There is a crispness in the air this morning..Fall IS here in the land of sunshine.

My mind goes back to earlier years in my life. Fall has a special place there. It is the one season that the memories even hold scents. The scent of leaves turning on the trees and falling to the ground; those were days of raking piles of leaves and jumping in them when a child in upstate New York. A friend and I would make outlines of a playhouse on our lawn and play until we tired. Wonderful apples falling from the trees in my grandmother's side yard and the squash ripening in the garden! It was a warm and fuzzy time in my life and it is good to remember.

As I remember I'm prompted to remember my early days with Jesus. They were chidlike but constant. And in looking back I see clearly how He loved and protected me even when I was oblivious to His presence in my life.

When the Isrealites crossed the Jordan under Joshua's leadership the Lord commanded Joshua to choose 12 men, one from each tribe and command them to take up 12 stones (one each) from the middle of the river bed and carry them with them to the other side where they woud lodge that night. The place where they camped after coming up from the river was Gilgal and Joshua set the 12 stones up in that place as a memorial to God's presence and deliverance ..."that all the peoples of the earth may know that the hand of the Lord is mighty, so that you may fear the Lord your God forever". (Read the full story in Joshua chapters 3 an 4)

Sixteen years ago the Lord performed a "River Jordan" deliverance in my life. After 32 years in bondage to a habit that was threatening to interfere with God's purposes for me..our Mighty God appeared upon the crystal blue waters of the Gulf of Mexico in a symphony of light and confirmed to me that He would provide all the strength I would need to put that habit down! Now when I see dancing lights upon a body of water I am reminded of that special day when indeed God's hand was mighty in my life!

My prayer for you today dear one is that you will take some time to remember the ways God's hand has been mighty in your life and then I'd love for you to share it with me.

In Him,
Judy

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Heaven's Nourishment

Looking out my sliding glass door I see the raindrops of last night clinging to the leaves of my plants in my patio. When the earth needs replenishing, the Lord opens the heavens and pours forth His rain! Everything this morning looks newer, greener and more beautiful!

It is my life experience that when I have received God's pouring forth out of heaven upon my weary and thirsty heart and soul...I am new again in Him...I see more clearly..I have more energy....and my desire is to live according to His will.

So here I am, another day with Jesus, treasuring His Word, anticipating His direction and secure in His love! As I step out into His plan for today I am challenged by the psalmist's cry in Psalm 119:97 -
"O how I love Thy law! It is my meditation all the day."
Oh Lord, may my heart be totally devoted to You and Your Word this day!
My prayer is the same for you friend!
Judy

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Good Night

Another day nearly gone and my heart and mind turn to my God. I'm reminded of the Almighty's's hand on my life when I read the following -

"I waited patiently for the Lord; and He inclined to me, and heard my cry. He brought me out of the pit of destruction, out of the miry clay; and He set my feet upon a rock making my footsteps firm. And he put a new song in my mouth, a song of praise to our God;....."Many oh Lord my God, are the wonders which Thou hast done, and Thy thoughts toward us; there is none to compare with Thee; If I would declare and speak of them they would be too numerous to count." (Psalm 40:1-3a, 5)

Everything I am and everything I have is because of Him!!! Is He your Savior? It's my prayer.

Judy

Monday, October 26, 2009

Daddy

Recently I was eating lunch at a local food court and was drawn to a woman and a little girl at a nearby table. The little girl's age I guessed to be four, maybe five. She was very animated as she talked with the woman and ate her chicken nuggets. It was a very sweet sight and reminded me of my own daughter when she was that age.
While devouring my chicken sandwich I looked up and observed the most wonderful scene. The little girl had turned her head into the mall corridor and her face was alight with joy at whatever or whoever she glimpsed in that direction.
I was captivated by the joy so evident on her face and which was now affecting her entire body..she was bouncing in her chair! She finally couldn't contain herself and jumped down from her chair and began running..I turned my head toward the direction of her run and then one tall man in jeans, a red shirt and baseball cap upon his head appeared and two long arms reached out and scooped this little darling up and into an embrace only a daddy can give!
By this time the twosome had moved directly in front of my table. The man's back was toward me and the only expression I could see was that of that little girl, head buried into the crook of his neck ...pure love is what I saw.
It made me think of our heavenly Daddy, and how He reaches out to me with His powerful arms with an embrace like no other when I run to Him.
It reminded me that as Paul exhorted the Philippian believers , that when I "Rejoice always...I can let my forebearing spirit be known to all, for He, the Lord, is near. I can be anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let my requests be made known to Him. And His peace, which surpasses all understanding will guard my heart and my mind in Christ Jesus." (verses 4:4-7 paraphrased)
The little girl at the Food Court was content and secure in her daddy's arms...savoring just being held in his loving embrace.
When I'm tempted in the future to be discontent and fearful in my circumstances...this scene in my memory will remind me where my contentment lies....and I will run as fast as I can into my Savior's arms!
Will you? It's my prayer
Judy

Thursday, October 15, 2009

When we're broken

A new day is on the horizon and my thoughts wander to a small town in the Northeast where a woman I know has gone for rest, refreshment and healing.

I can't stop thinking about her and how I know that God is ready to bring Ephesians 3:20 to reality in her life.."..to do exceeding abundantly beyond all that she can ask or think, according to the power that works within her..."

She, like all of us at one time or another, has had difficulty giving her ALL to the Lord. Old tapes and old hurts along with much assistance from the enemy of our souls have kept her bound for too long and God has whispered to her heart that NOW is the time ..time to say - "enough is enough...I won't listen to the lies anymore....I want to listen only to the TRUTH..I believe it will set me free".

I remember a time, not so long ago, when the Lord whispered to my heart something similar. I was smack dab in the middle of serving Him and one morning He revealed some idols in my life that I was relying upon rather than Him alone! That morning revelation, while sitting in my comfy chair surrounded by resource after resource to keep me focused on Him, sent me running to His Word. I began in the Psalms and as I wept and read and reached for tissue after tissue, the God of the universe reached down out of heaven and applied His balm to my broken heart.


How I praise my Savior for rescuing me from myself and repositioning me in the lane He designed just for me.


This morning as I pray for my sister in Christ I'm personalizing Psalm 18 for her and thanking our God for His grace and mercy poured out upon us, for even one more day. Would you join me in storming heaven on her behalf? It's my prayer.

I want to hear from you dear ones. What is God doing in your life today? Are you struggling to find time for Him? Let's have a conversation.

In Christ alone,
Judy

Monday, October 12, 2009

Time

Monday morning. As I look around my study with "stacks of books and papers" accumulating, I'm reminded that good intentions are not worth much without follow through.


The Lord has given me some clear instructions of WHAT he wants me to do for this season which have forced me to re-evaluate my schedule. Over the weekend I deliberately added some rest and refreshment and in the clear light of this new day am wondering .. what was I thinking?? I have to clear the clutter....from the floor, from the desk from the tops of the bookshelves and from my mind.


To adjust my schedule and thinking I run to God's Word. Ummnn!!

In the book of Nehemiah, we read how Nehemiah, the cupbearer to the King, when hearing of Jerusalem's wall no longer standing couldn't hide the sadness in his heart for his people, not even to the king. Upon the king asking Nehemiah what his request was, Nehemiah prayed to God and answered the king. In his answer he requested the king to allow him to go to the city where his ancestors were buried so that he could rebuild the wall. When asked how long the journey would take and when would he return, the scriptures state that Nehemiah gave the king a definite time.
I note that before saying anything to the king about rebuilding the wall or how long it would take and when he would return, Nehemiah prayed to the God of heaven.

Going forward through the bible I come to Ecclesiastes 3. Verse 1 There is an appointed time for everything and a time for every activity under heaven. In verse 6b I'm stopped by - "a time to keep and a time to throw away"!

And now I see the task before me more clearly.


Oh Lord, I ask for your appointed time to accomplish this purging of files and piles of papers and books...aided by your discernment in deciding which to keep and which to throw or give away! Thank you, my King for showing me, one more time, the sufficiency of your Word!!


How about you dear reader, how has His Word been sufficient in your life??

Standing on His promises,
Judy







Sunday, October 4, 2009

Sunday in Tampa

I so love Sundays at home with my guy, Ron. Thank you, Lord for the blessing of my wonderful husband.
Today it's very warm with a gorgeous blue sky and much sunshine. I'm comfy here in my study with the AC keeping me cool and I'm reminded of years gone by without air conditioning. Many changes as I travel through these seasons of life.
As I write, the sounds of the play by play of the Bucs game is drifting up the stairs and with 4 minutes left in the game our team is behind by 3 pts. Frustration reigns in living rooms all over this city as the citizenry is hungry for a win!!
We mortals hunger and thirst for many things to satisfy our heart's desires don't we?
Our bible lesson at church today "zeros in" on the human dilemma -
"So they said to Him, "What sign are you going to give us then, so that we may see it and believe you? What work are you performing? Our ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness; as it is written. 'He gave them bread from heaven to eat.' Then Jesus said to them, "Very truly, I tell you, it was not Moses who gave you the bread of heaven, but it is my Father who gives you the True bread of heaven. For the bread of God is that which comes down from heaven and gives life to the world. They said to Him, "Sir, give us this bread always." Jesus said to them, I am the bread of life, whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty. (John 6:30-35)
As I pondered the "sermon within a sermon" I thought of how I wandered around "tasting" and sometimes "devouring" what the World had to offer me only to discover when I had finished gorging myself that I was :"hungrier" than ever.
And then there was "Light". Yes, the light of Jesus broke through my darkness and filled up my empty tank. He IS the WAY, the TRUTH, the LIFE and I will ever serve Him!! Hallelujah!
How about you friend? Has His light illuminated your world?
It's my prayer.
Judy

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Memories

A precious memory came to mind this morning. When my grandson Drew was 3 years old and His older brother Ryan 6 they often accompanied me to church on Sundays. Ryan sat with me during the Worship service and Drew was in the nursery.

One Sunday during the service the normal routine was interrupted by a loud knocking which was coming from the rear of the sanctuary. There was a large window into the nursery enabling parents to peek in on their children and nursery workers a view into the sanctuary in case the need to locate a parent arose.

I looked around saw a small child knocking on the window. It was Drew. He had pushed a chair up to the window, climbed up on it and with all the strength he could muster was expressing his unhappiness at being separated from his family .

Bless his heart he was not a happy camper. As I remembered that day I could see Drew with huge tears in his eyes. He was not satisfied being able to see us sitting in the pew. That glass was keeping him from the love and security he was in need of at that moment.

As I remembered the scene, I was reminded that I had similar feelings when I was seeking God. I heard about Jesus ; I read about Jesus; I witnessed Jesus in other people's lives but until I surrendered my heart and life unto Him "....who is able to do exceeding abundantly beyond all that we ask or think...." (Ephesians 3:20a) and entered into relationship with Jesus...I was separated from the only security that lasts!!

Question - Is there something separating you from security in Christ?? Is it time to receive ALL that the Lord wants to shower your life with? Run to Him dear one, run to Him!
Until next time,
Judy

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Let It Rain!!

It's nearly 5:00 PM here in Tampa and the rain is coming down strong amidst the sound of thunder in the distance. It has been another steamy day here and the rain is welcome. There is alot of "watering" coming down upon the dry and parched earth.

The down pour outside my study window brings my thoughts back to the last 48 hours as I sat among thousands of sister believers in Jesus amidst the majestic downpour of the Holy Spirit as we gathered at the Deeper Still Event sponsored by Lifeway worshipping our God and King as we joined together singing our hearts out to the Lord we love and then were revived by His powerful Word spoken through His anointed teachers, Kay Arthur, Beth Moore and priscilla Shirer.

How grateful I am that I was able to attend this time apart. A time that God planned for me, that He might confirm His words of direction to me and exhort and encourage me as I step out in faith on yet another leg of this ministry journey he put me on nearly ten years ago.


Friday night the message was fervent and strong; straight out of Hebrews and as our teacher taught through the entire book , we were challenged with these questions:
* Are you prepared for the days ahead?
* When persecution and heartache come, are you prepared to stand strong in your faith?
* Is your faith undergirded by the consistent reading and study of God's Word in order that your mind will be in accordance with the Word of God?

Oh Lord reveal yourself to me through your Word as I consider these questions.
My prayer is that you would do the same!
Til next time,
Judy

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sweet Sundays

A new week has begun here at the Laytons and I'm amazed at how quickly this day is running out.

Our day began early as is usual around here. First thing I do is get the coffee brewing! A ritual that produces a fragrance that sets my senses soaring. Back upstairs I picked up "Daily Light" and devoured God's Word to me for this particular day. Lord, your Word is a treasure to me. How it satisfies my heart and soul.

Today Jesus called to me from John 7:37 - "If anyone thirsts, let Him come to Me and drink" ! Oh, sweet Lord I am thirsty!! The psalmist's declaration in Ps, 84:2 describes my condition this day -" My soul longs, yes even faints for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God!"

Aftr our traditional Sunday breakfast we readied ourselves for worship and at 8:45 were out the door. Our message from the Lord conveyed through our Pastor, Kevin James was from John 15. I have visions of grapevines and plump fruity grapes dancing in my head. I'm reminded of my continual need to "Be Connected".

My prayer for this week is that we who love Jesus will keep His Word ever before us and put His testimonies, His ordinances, and commandments into practice so that others might see the fruit that comes from abiding in Him.

Til' next time, I'm praying for you.

Judy

Monday, September 7, 2009

Friday Football and Jesus

It was a warm evening in Tampa on Friday. The traffic was fairly light going toward South Tampa compared to the bumper to bumper parade heading home for a long weekend.

Ron and I were on our way to Plant High School's football game and hopes were high. Hoping for a victory and hoping our man, Drew might get in the game. We knew it was a long shot. We had watched this young man we love give it all he has (and then some) over the past 8 months. Hours and hours of practice, weight training and soaking up the teaching from the Coach. Thursday we received the news Drew would dress out.

In the midst of the sights and sounds - the 89 strong team (31 not dressed out), the band, the dancers and cheerleaders, and a packed stadium filled with students, parents, grandparents and community supporters it was an exhilarating atmosphere. And this gram, stretching her neck and straining to get a glimpse of "D". He'd been rewarded for his commitment, and perseverance (both emotional and physical) and stood alongside his team mates and I knew that his heart was pounding and his mind was looking toward the goal.

The Panthers didn't win Friday night..the score was 30-32 (most of their opponents points put on the Board in the 4) and D didn't get to play but I walked out of the stands and into the night inspired by my grandson's example of commitment, perseverance and training and my life in Christ took on a fresh meaning.

I wondered, can others see my commitment to Jesus? Have I given him all I am and all I have? Am I willing to follow His lead, listen to His voice, study His Word and then "wait" on Him? That is the key question isn't it?
In Isaiah 40: 28-31 I am encouraged anew by His Word -
"Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth does not become weary or tired. His understanding is unscrutable. He gives strength to the weary, and to him who lacks might He increases power. Though youths grow weary and tired, and vigorous young men stumble badly. Yet those who wait for the Lord will gain new strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary."
Oh Lord, as the psalmist prayed, "Incline my heart to your testimonies..turn away my eyes from looking at vanity, and revive me in your ways. Establish Your Word to your servant, as that which produces reverence for You. I shall run the way of Your commendments, for You will enlarge my Heart." (Psalm 119: 36 - 38; 32) I will gain new strength as I "wait for you"....that others might see Jesus.
It's my prayer.
Judy

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Hungry and Prone to Wander

Oh, Lord

I crave your Word today. Why?
It is the satisfier of my hungry heart, for I hunger and thirst for You
and find You on every page.

I need your Word today. Why?
It teaches, corrects, reproves and trains me in righteousness that I might -
walk right,
talk right,
and live right.

I search your Word today. Why?
It provides the light I need to find my way in a darkened World.
It reveals your plans and paths for my life.

How about you dear one? Are you hungry? Are you puzzled about which road to choose? Is there more darkness than light in you life? Would you run to the Lord within the pages of His Word and find the answers you need for all of life? It is my prayer.
Til next time,
Judy

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Tuesdays

Another Tuesday and my heart is singing. It's been 9+ years since the Lord called me into this ministry. It began with Naomi's Daughters a weekly program for single moms in the Tampa Bay area. Supper for moms and their children followed by age specific classes for the children and a a class for moms with a variety of life lessons from God's Word. We meet on Tuesdays.

Beginning in September it will be only twice a month for awhile. Many on the volunteer staff have had personal and/or health issues over the past 8 months. We believe this is God's best at the moment and plan to spend more time as a ministry team listening for God's voice as we set aside specific time to meditate upon His Word and seek Him in prayer.


As I put this on my blog, I'm buoyed by the encouraging response of the moms as they receive news of this adjustment. For some it is an absolute answer to prayer.


I will spend more time teaching for the next several months and writing...here, to those the Lord has placed in my life to encourage, and in my journal as He continues leading me over peaks and into valleys, teaching me with every step how to trust Him with every thing and every "body" in my life.


How about you..I'd love to hear what the Lord has been whispering in your heart recently and which verses He's impressed upon your heart.


Til' next time...Proverbs 3:5 & 6 are running through my brain! Oh, Lord draw us ever closer to your heart and teach us how to put your "tasty" Word into practice in our everyday lives.

Blessings,
Judy

Saturday, August 15, 2009

God was listening in

Saturday morning here. Listening to uplifting praise & worship music on a favorite CD. .."and we'll all bow down...kings will surrender their crowns..and worship Jesus, He is the love, unfailing love..He is the Love of God!....Oh my Jesus surrendering myself , again, this day bowing to you!!!

Yesterday, after a week of leaning into Jesus with every fiber of my being...one very dear to the Lord and to me phoned with some unsettling news. During our conversation phrases such as - "I don't understand...it seems like _____ never gets a break. Doing the right thing seems to bring difficulty after difficulty, etc. As we talked together we realized it was fleshly affection on our part for this one and others that puts that "want" in our hearts that hard times would not be a part of those we care so much about. Further we talked at length about how God stretches, melts and molds us in all our circumstances and that it is our experience that He builds strenth in us as we suffer in our struggles. For in our dark days we discover that He is the ONLY truth in our life that really matters.

Then this morning as I checked my inbox for my daily devotional mail the following was waiting - to encourage, comfort and strengthen . God was listening in!

Maybe you're facing a difficult trial in this season of your life. Maybe someone you love is struggling and it's so difficult not to jump in and try to do what only God can do. If so may this, from "Streams in the Desert" encourage your heart and strengthen your resolve to "let go and let God". May God's Word found in Jeremiah 32:27 fall afresh on you today -"Behold, I am the Lord, the God of all flesh; is anything too difficultfor Me?"

Our Dependency on Christ from Streams In The Desert
"We are troubled on every side" (2 Cor. 7:5).

Why should God have to lead us thus, and allow the pressure to be so hard and constant? Well, in the first place, it shows His all-sufficient strength and grace much better than if we were exempt from pressure and trial. "The treasure is in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us."
It makes us more conscious of our dependence upon Him. God is constantly trying to teach us our dependence, and to hold us absolutely in His hand and hanging upon His care.This was the place where Jesus Himself stood and where He wants us to stand, not with self-constituted strength, but with a hand ever leaning upon His, and a trust that dare not take one step alone. It teaches us trust.
There is no way of learning faith except by trial. It is God's school of faith, and it is far better for us to learn to trust God than to enjoy life.The lesson of faith once learned, is an everlasting acquisition and an eternal fortune made; and without trust even riches will leave us poor. --Days of Heaven upon Earth
"Why must I weep when others sing?'To test the deeps of suffering.
'Why must I work while others rest?'To spend my strength at God's request.
'Why must I lose while others gain?'To understand defeat's sharp pain.
'Why must this lot of life be mine When that which fairer seems is thine?'Because God knows what plans for meShall blossom in eternity."


God bless, Judy

Thursday, August 6, 2009

God is Good - All The Time!



We're home after a wonderful time with our family at the beach. Manasota Key is nestled on the coastline between Venice and Englewood. It is a "jewel" that is virtually one long residential community with little evidence of your typical beaches. The quiet was delicious and refreshing to my weary soul. Each morning as I met with my Lord I drank in the stillness that surrounded us; a stillness interrupted only by the sounds of the surf as it lapped against the shore!
During the week we had wonderful meals .... cooking was shared by son Whitney and daughter Traci and the grands and two friends shared clean-up detail for the week. The bulk of our time was spent either in or by the pool and forays to the beach. Whitney led morning fishing and nightime crabbing trips with the kids. They loved it.
When we arrived at the beach we all were ready to be refreshed. The Good Shepherd as described in Psalm 23 was waiting for us - we lacked for nothing we needed; He gave us rest; He led us beside quiet waters and renewed us; He wiped away our fears with His loving comfort and He is still pursuing us with His goodness and faithful love. He filled us up to "overflow" readying us for all that might be waiting for us at home.
My heart rejoices as I recount His love and care as promised in His Word!!

How is the Good Shepherd caring for you?? Make a list. Would you share it?
Until Next time,
Judy








































Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Time

Time - a small word . It may be small but it is large in meaning and usage. Take a look -

the system of those sequential relations that any event has to any other, as past, present, or future; duration regarded as belonging to the present life as distinct from the life to come or from eternity; finite duration. (sometimes initial capital letter ) a system or method of measuring or reckoning the passage of time: mean time; apparent time; Greenwich Time. a limited period or interval, as between two successive events: a long time. a particular period considered as distinct from other periods: Youth is the best time of life.
Often,
times.
a period in the history of the world, or contemporary with the life or activities of a notable person: prehistoric times; in Lincoln's time. the period or era now or previously present: a sign of the times; How times have changed! a period considered with reference to its events or prevailing conditions, tendencies, ideas, etc.: hard times; a time of war. a particular or definite point in time, as indicated by a clock: What time is it?...this is a portion; there are more as I search the dictionary.

One definition reminds me of a verse in God's Word -"An appointed, fit, due, or proper instant or period: There is a time for everything." As I turn to Ecclesiastes I find many references to "time" as Solomon searches for meaning while recounting the times of his life. In chapter 3, verse 1, he proclaims - there is an appointed time for everything. And there is a time for every event under heaven...verse 11 tells me that HE has made everything appropriate in its time! It's comforting to know dear ones that God is in control of time.....not me....not the government.....not other people in my life.


So what time is it in your life?? Are you in charge of your "clock"? Check it out ....find a quiet place and read and digest Ecclesiastes, all 12 chapters. Let the Lord speak to your heart and then I'd love to hear how He spoke to you personally.


Til next time I'm praying that the Lord would fill you with His wisdom and joy,


Judy

















This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Light in the Darkness

When I awoke this morning the sun had not peeked through the darkness outside. It was still and quiet in the house. I ususally wake before the phone alarm but today it was the ringing that roused me and immediately the Lord was on my mind.


I prayed before I stretched and placed my feet on the floor. Usually I don't begin talking to the Lord until the coffee has brewed and I've had my first swallow. However, this morning I was compelled to pray.


I just couldn't get going without talking to the One who loves me ... when I'm cranky...when I'm scared.... when the darkness inside me threatens to overtake me...Almighty God..loves me...and not just this morning...but for ALL eternity. As I prayed, His light began to overtake the darkness that has been a constant companion of late.


After getting the coffe pot going I padded back upstairs to my study, opened Daily Light and began "tasting and seeing" that the Lord is good...when I read "Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks"..... "Let the Word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom"......"Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life" (Matt.12:34;Col. 3:16; Prov. 4:23) Yes, Lord..I hear you.


And then within a wonderful devotion by Mary Southerland, entitled "Beautiful Irritations" where she describes how a pearl is made by the grit of sand trapped within an oyster shell, I read what I now consider God's message to me -


"Looking back, I can honestly say that the greatest treasures in my life have been discovered during the darkest times of my life........At the center of every dark moment are a sliver of hope and a seed of victory. God has gone before you, and in every trial or difficult circumstance you will face, He has buried a treasure. When the tough times come, look for the pearls ."

"I will give you the treasures of darkness and riches from secret places, so that you may know that I, the Lord, the God of Israel call you by your name." Isaiah 45:3


Do you need encouragement today? Are there dark clouds threatening .... oh, dear one... lift your head...lift your hands....God will lead you into the Light!


For Him,
Judy

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Seeing Jesus

A busy day in ministry and I find that Jesus is on my mind...turning to a favorite book in God's W0rd I see Him more clearly....

Jesus - my everything....

Colossians 1:15-20 (New Living Translation)
15 Christ is the visible image of the invisible God. He existed before anything was created and is supreme over all creation,
16 for through him God created everything in the heavenly realms and on earth. He made the things we can see and the things we can’t see--such as thrones, kingdoms, rulers, and authorities in the unseen world. Everything was created through him and for him.
17 He existed before anything else, and he holds all creation together.
18 Christ is also the head of the church, which is his body. He is the beginning, supreme over all who rise from the dead. So he is first in everything.
19 For God in all his fullness was pleased to live in Christ,
20 and through him God reconciled everything to himself. He made peace with everything in heaven and on earth by means of Christ’s blood on the cross.

Heavenly Father, thank you for this new day....."Instruction from Your lips is better for me than thousands of gold and silver pieces"...Lord your Word is forever; it is firmly fixed in heaven....How I love your teaching! It is my meditation all day long.....How sweet your Word to my taste - sweeter than honey to my mouth...your Word is a lamp for my feet and a light on my path." (Ps 119:72, 89, 97, 103, 105, 106) You, Father lead me where you want me to go, strengthened and empowered by your Word! Amen.

May His Word lift and carry you today...it's my prayer
Judy

Sunday, July 5, 2009

God's Love

"As I look in Daily Light today I read - "Let no one seek his own, but each one the other's well-being." 1 Cor. 10:24...Ummnn?.. and then I turn my desk calendar and find this quote
"God has called us into the joyous journey of giving His love away to others." (Don Lessin)
I don't know about you but some days, I have to admit, I'd rather keep His love to myself.
Maybe the person the Lord has put in my path -
......doesn't really like me (and I know it)
......is desheveled and dirty
......is usually very difficult to communicate with
or
Maybe when I "fell out" of bed today -
......every arthritic joint in my body decided to ache - at the same time
......my mind was foggy due to inability to sleep last night
......an overcommitted schedule threatens my peace
It's at those times I need to "camp" on 1 Cor. 10:24 and this quote as well as Jesus' commands to .."love one another". It isn't about if I feel like it....nor whether I'm comfortable, nor whether I'd rather keep His love, just for me...no. 1 John 4:21 reminds me that...."And we have this command from Him: the one who loves God must also love his brother."
Let's lavish His love on those we encounter today! It's my prayer
Because Jesus lives,
Judy

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

God's Light

This morning as I began my day I looked out my study window and the sky was dark and the rain was pounding the patio. Moments later the sky began to clear and light was flooding my room. As I reflected on the contrasts of light and dark I was reminded of the light and refreshment God's Word can bring to our cloudy thinking and weary hearts. As I considered the parallels of the Lord's creative power in the universe to His spiritual power in the hearts and minds of those who follow Him; His Word, again, encouraged and strengthened this ordinary woman, one more time -
"So let us know, let us press on to know the Lord. His going forth is as certain as the dawn and He will come to us like the rain, like the spring rain watering the earth"(Hosea 6:3)
I found myself poring over Psalm 119 and drank deeply from His well of refreshment as I sought him there -
"Open my eyes that I may behold wonderful things in Thy law " (Psalm 119:18) I prayed...and then read the words of the psalmist -
" The unfolding of Thy words gives light; it gives understanding to the simple. I opened my mouth wide and panted, for I long for Thy commandments."(Psalm 119:130-131)
And I concluded - God, Himself....the God of the Bible....Creator God, only, is the satisfier of my soul!!

I'm Thanking Him today for the dark clouds and rainy days that teach me where to find The Light that lasts!

In His care,
Judy

Friday, June 26, 2009

Monday,Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, FRIDAY!!!

It's been a busy week, - in ministry, in my personal life and in the world. The speed of the week and the events and circumstances that have filled it nearly take my breath away!

Some events we expect and others make us gasp. A reminder that nothing takes our Lord by surprise however!! That is good news!!


Today my thoughts are with the families who lost loved ones this week : a longtime Tampa Community Servant who left us unexpectantly; a movie star who inspired many with her courage as she fought and documented her battle with cancer and then a music icon whose talent from a very young age was legendary. The news channels are saturated with glimpses of people gathering in droves to pay tribute to the memories of these who lived in the spotlight!


Most of us live our lives out of the spotlight of the paparazzi and never make the daily news.

There are others watching however. What does your world see when they observe your everyday ordinary life? Does it line up with God's Word -

"Therefore, God's chosen ones, holy and loved, put on heartfelt compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience, accepting one another and forgiving one another if anyone has a complaint against another. Just as the Lord has forgiven you, so also you must forgive. Above all, put on love-the perfect bond of unity. And let the peace of the Messiah, to which you were also called in one body, control your hearts. Be thankful." Colossians 3:12-15

Questions I'm asking myself today.


Oh, dear ones, may HE find us faithful.

Love you, Judy

Monday, June 22, 2009

Strength for today

Another Monday has begun and as I see the last traces of the night sky making way for the light of a new day - I'm tempted to take up, again today, the worries and concerns of a world spinning out of control. Before the burden gets too heavy, I reach for my greatest comfort - God's Word, and I am strengthened as He pours Romans 8:35-39 into my heart one more time. In The Sanctuary Devotional Bible , New Living Translation, I read - going up one verse to 34



"Who then will condemn us? no one - for Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and He is sitting in the place of honor at God's right hand, pleading for us.

Can anything ever separate us from Christ's love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or distitute, or in danger 0r threatened with death? (As the scriptures say, "For your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep.")

No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loves us. And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God's love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today or our worries about tomorrow - not even the powers of hell can separate us from God's love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below - indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord."


Oh dear ones, let His Word fall on you.....do you need hope today....do you need assurance of the Lord's love for you....do you need strength to press on in a culture that doesn't want to hear about Jesus....?? Drink deep of these words my friends...His Word will keep you upright, standing tall for the King of Kings!!


Standing with you, because Jesus lives!!!

Love you, Judy



Friday, June 19, 2009

Reminders

Amazing.....our God is amazing!!

Question - If He is so amazing, why when the threat of chaos or crisis sneaks up and appears, as the old expression - "out of left field" - why am I so quickly "undone"??

Am I operating in my own power? Have I reacted out of old hurts and memories rather than the truth of God's Word? Am I believing God? Questions I must ask myself.

Oh precious ones, the term "undone" is so perfect to describe how I felt yesterday during a "surprise" trial. When you see that word what comes to your mind? Buttons unfastened? Shoe laces not tied? Incomplete tasks? I'd be interested to hear your list.

As I meditate on God's Word this morning I see that in those moments yesterday like buttons unfastened and shoe laces untied I took my eyes off my Savior ... I pulled away from the truth of His Word .. all I could see was the circumstance -

This morning God is ministering to me as only He can - whispering His love through His Word and reminding me that when I fail He is my head lifter!

So today dear ones, if you find yourself with a trial "out of left field"... rehearse God's promises and stand fast in your faith with His Word close at hand and in your heart. "Lord you are my portion and my cup of blessing.....I will praise the Lord who counsels me-even at night my conscience instructs me . I keep the LORD in mind always. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken." (Psalm 16: 5, 7 & 8)

Lifting my hands and pressing on in joy,
Judy

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Morning Musings

It's quiet ... the sound of praise music playing softly ..here in this special spot the Lord has been so gracious to give me - "my study".

If you could peer in the doorway you'd see a "busy" room. It is not a "neat" room but it is a cozy rooom where I spend intentional time. Amidst the clutter, it is a peaceful room. God's Word permeates every inch.


This precious space has gone through transformation over the years. It began with a couch, my daughter's hand-me-down desk, a small computer table and monitor for my very first computer! In those early years mornings in my study began with brief stops followed by prayer conversations in my car on the way to work at a local architectural firm. The evenings found me, sometimes into the wee hours, pouring over bible study materials..crying out to the Lord for His understanding. My hunger to know God increased as I drank deeply from His well that never goes dry!!


Much has transpired since those early days. One thing..the color of my hair..yikes! Who would have ever thought that I'd love this silver mop that identifies my countenance? Not only my physical countenance is in transformation. The inside (my heart, mind and soul) has been on what I can only call "The Lord's Wild Ride". When this journey began...my desire was to spend time getting to know God and His people...studying His Word..meeting other women. I was in desparate need of what only He could give. Sometimes I look back and hunger for those early days .... Jesus name was continually in my heart... I thought of Him continually throughout my day. The days of falling in love .. my life..changed forever.

As I type these memories this morning there is a lump in my throat and joy in my heart..."..You shine brighter than the brightest star...." playing in the background my head falls forward in submission, one more day, to Him who has captured me for all eternity!


"Oh, Jesus, thank you for giving your life that I might enjoy life with you now and forever. I confess to you my King that I have not loved and lived as I should, my heart breaks..and I turn, once more to you with a repentant heart and receive your foregiveness! Grace upon grace...thank you Jesus! Lead me on the narrow way this day! Bless my beloved family and friends in the faith (and those who haven't met you yet) this day and give us a deepening hunger to be the men and women you've created us to be! In your powerful name, Jesus, Amen!"


Thanking HIM for you,
Judy

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

What's your heart rate??

I wonder, how many of you have a fitness routine? Since January I have been struggling to keep at mine. Life just seems to interrupt me at every turn. I have to admit it doesn't take much to dissuade me. I dislike exercise sooo much that I even found a verse that somewhat agrees with my point of view.... 1 Timothy 4:8 - "For, the training of the body has a limited benefit, but godliness is beneficial in every way, since it holds promise for the present life and also for the life to come". You should have been a bug on the wall when I found that verse! (See how easy it is to take a verse out of context?) Suffice to say that this verse is not telling me its ok to not exercise...but there was a time I was hoping it was!! My heart rate wasn't what it should be for optimum health.


Can anyone identify?


Maybe there is something in your life that is threatening to become a stumbling block for you. Something you really would rather not spend your "precious" time doing. Something you know you should do even though you'd rather not. You procrastinate and put it off time and again. Maybe it has to do with your family, your health, your work, or your Lord. Your heart rate isn't what it should be for optimum health.

God wants our hearts dear ones. He wants us to seek Him with all our hearts in every area of our lives...whether it concerns taking care of our physical health or our spiritual health..His Word holds the answers. Let us seek His will and His way together heart to heart, with His Word before us and His grace spurring us forward.
It's my prayer,
Judy

Monday, June 15, 2009

Up and Running!!!

It's Monday afternoon and with the help of our volunteer webmaster (Bless you Deb!) my blog is now accessible..for this nontechnical woman it has been quite an event. Whew!

As I think back on our beginning and how God has brought the programs and volunteer staff of The Sanctuary together I can only stand with mouth hanging open at the awesomeness of HIM..the One who hung the moon, sun & stars in the sky..with loving intention; the One who made man and woman in His image; the ONE who sent Jesus to live and then die for the sins of you and me; this awesome God- Elohim: The Creator; El Elyon: The God Most High; El Shaddai: The All-Sufficient One - HE is working ALL things together for good .... for those who love HIM, for those who are called; according to HIS purpose. (the B-I-B-L-E tells me so - Romans 8:28)

I'm encouraged today when I consider the foregoing Truth! No matter the struggles around us...the wars raging....we have a God who loves us and walks with us wherever we go!!

My prayer is this Heartstring will keep us connected - one to another and heart to heart with our Lord!
Judy

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

A New Journey

Dear ones,
A new way to stay connected ...thanking God today for technology. May each moment this day give you joy that resides deep within you..the joy that comes from our King of Kings, Lord of Lords...the Living Word! May the cries of our hearts be - "Teach me Lord, the meaning of your Statutes, and I will always keep them. Help me understand Your instruction and I will obey it." Psalm 119:33-34
Press on,
Judy